i need breakaway from myself... i need to start a new... with all the disappointment and embarrasment that have come my way... i've decided to (again) start a new blog.. this will be a third move.... i have not updated this blog for a long time anyway... what a better time to move...

http://berbeza.blogspot.com/

Saturday, April 19th 2008 is definitely  the highlight of the year for me thus far.. unless something better happen to me... which I doubt very much... I was having such a great time with her, eventhough I could see that I stand no chance with her at all for now (and maybe ever,... but i'll keep on hoping... that's all i can do)... On saturday my heart felt everything that it could in 24 hours...  sad+happy+disappoinment+hope etc... even if this year going to suck... with all the disappoinment that WILL come... I know, I have a place in my heart where i can go and feel something, anything at all... she maybe beyond my reach but nothing can take away the memories I had with her last saturday... " She's so beautiful... it hurts"... If the timing and situation changed months from now.. i'm going to give a go... and take my chances... but only if the situation changes... if it does not happen, than i'm perfectly happy keeping it all inside (this is a lie actually... but I could not ruin whatever relationship we had now).

My body is aching like hell... banana boat ride is definitely not as fun as i thought it would be... I was holding on for dear life .. hahaha... and now all that bumping+holding on has taken its toll on me... tapi biar lah... it was a great weekend for me...

3 Easy Ways to Die :

Take a Cigar daily - You will die 10 years early.

Drink Rum daily - You will die 30 years early.

Love Someone Truly - You will die daily.  <-- i have to say that this is very true

1. A foolish man tells a woman to STOP talking, but a WISE man tells

her that she looks extremely BEAUTIFUL when her LIPS are CLOSED.

2.. One GOOD way to REDUCE Alcohol consumption :

Before Marriage - Drink whenever you are SAD

After Marriage - Drink whenever you are HAPPY

3. Three FASTEST means of Communication :

1. Tele-Phone

2. Tele-Vision

3. Tell to Woman

Need a FASTER way, - Tell her NOT to tell ANYONE.


4. Love your friends not their sisters. Love your sisters not their friends.

6.. Let us be generous like this : Four Ants are moving through a forest.

They see an ELEPHANT coming towards them.

Ant 1 says : we should KILL him.

Ant 2 says : No, Let us break his Leg alone.

Ant 3 says : No, we will just throw him away from our path.

Ant 4 says : No, we will LEAVE him because he is ALONE and we are FOUR.

7. If you do NOT have a Girl Friend - You are missing SOME thing in your life.

If you HAVE a Girl Friend - You are missing EVERY thing in your life.


8. Question : When do you CONGRATULATE someone for their MISTAKE.

Answer: On their MARRIAGE.

10. Why Government do NOT allow a Man to MARRY 2 Women.

Because per Constitution, you can NOT BE PUNISHED TWICE for the same Mistake.