Saturday, April 19th 2008 is definitely  the highlight of the year for me thus far.. unless something better happen to me... which I doubt very much... I was having such a great time with her, eventhough I could see that I stand no chance with her at all for now (and maybe ever,... but i'll keep on hoping... that's all i can do)... On saturday my heart felt everything that it could in 24 hours...  sad+happy+disappoinment+hope etc... even if this year going to suck... with all the disappoinment that WILL come... I know, I have a place in my heart where i can go and feel something, anything at all... she maybe beyond my reach but nothing can take away the memories I had with her last saturday... " She's so beautiful... it hurts"... If the timing and situation changed months from now.. i'm going to give a go... and take my chances... but only if the situation changes... if it does not happen, than i'm perfectly happy keeping it all inside (this is a lie actually... but I could not ruin whatever relationship we had now).

My body is aching like hell... banana boat ride is definitely not as fun as i thought it would be... I was holding on for dear life .. hahaha... and now all that bumping+holding on has taken its toll on me... tapi biar lah... it was a great weekend for me...